confidences

today's chat with joannie

themundaneandthedivine: ako man bala ma sturya lost ako. nahidlaw na gid ko kay alfredo pero daw nag give up na siya. si universe na lang kabalo kung ano na ni ay sometimes life is so sad
JoannaRu: oh my oh my
JoannaRu: diin siya subong?
JoannaRu: nga give up siya?
themundaneandthedivine: ambot
themundaneandthedivine: wala ko kabalo
JoannaRu: ka subo
themundaneandthedivine: he didn't/ doesn't say anything
JoannaRu: basta na lang wala ga get in touch?
themundaneandthedivine: he's in touch but he doesn't say much
JoannaRu: why you think he's bothered about something?
JoannaRu: hindi na ba siya lambing?
themundaneandthedivine: no, it's actually because we had a series of quarrels
themundaneandthedivine: and after one of those, he said... he texted... that maybe it's not our season
JoannaRu: oh now
themundaneandthedivine: and that was all he said. but he pops up and says hello and take care now and then
JoannaRu: hmmm basi gapahuway lang anay
JoannaRu: or gapatawhay
themundaneandthedivine:
JoannaRu: am i still here?
themundaneandthedivine: yeah, luckily, life still happens and i'm happy naman. it's just that i live with it. that i do love alfredo, and that i miss him
JoannaRu: yes, ganun lang talga
JoannaRu: minsan, kadalasan
JoannaRu: hehehhe
JoannaRu: sige lang ah
JoannaRu: ang galing galing mo!
JoannaRu:
themundaneandthedivine: huhuhu
JoannaRu: huhuhu
JoannaRu: ka funny dason i observe ang lawas ang the many emotions that come and go
JoannaRu: hehehe
themundaneandthedivine: i try not to dwell on it, and wish for miracles
JoannaRu: wow
JoannaRu: heheheh
JoannaRu:
JoannaRu: pasensiya na, am in silly mood
JoannaRu: hehehehe
themundaneandthedivine: wala lang yan chester, kasi wala na akong magagawa eh
JoannaRu: oo
JoannaRu: heheheheeh
JoannaRu: ganun nga minsan
JoannaRu: mas napapansin pag idle
themundaneandthedivine: nagawa ko na mga puwede kong gawin. so yon na lang, wish na lang
JoannaRu: ay mali
JoannaRu: hehehehehehehe
themundaneandthedivine: hahahaha
JoannaRu: hahahahahah
themundaneandthedivine: andami ko nga ginagawa eh. kakabaliw na nga
JoannaRu: heheh, kala ko break ka kasi ngayon eh
JoannaRu: okay nga yan, madami ginagawa
JoannaRu: pero siempre naiisip mo pa rin
themundaneandthedivine: hahahaha
themundaneandthedivine: oo it doesn't matter sometimes whether i'm busy or not or with other people or alone.
themundaneandthedivine: except that because am busy, other things get done aside from this-thing-that-has-to-be-let-alone
themundaneandthedivine: anyway. that's me in the last few weeks.