all in a day's jealous :)

alternate title: prayers

shared with bryan, HB's writeup about nemo the oracle (a lovely thing),
and in turn, bryan shared with vv the latest email exchange (a daily thing) between bryan and elvi.

hmmmp.

the b and e (be :) ) letters are always lovely and soothing, and tender. but i am always sooooo invisible! particularly in the e letters. i am never referred to or acknowledged as a person who exists, perhaps significantly, in b's life. (dear universe, please help e accept that i am also a person, and a good thing, and that i exist.)

also, i always always like how b relates/ communicates with e. with such calm, and quiet, and sooo regularly. (dear universe, i hope b also learns to communicate with me that way thru the years, near or far. of course he is improving all the time in relating with me, but universe i like it that way. i like the sweetness and the friendship and can do without the role-playing).

thank you universe.