fires of hell

Saturn continues to be retrograde in Leo, and this is still causing you to overreact and overcompensate in your current partnerships, whether these are of a business or a romantic nature. It is not easy to let go and be unconcerned because you feel as though it is all your fault in the first place.

Ayan, gracie, yan ang explanation.  It’s hard for me not to think about things, because they are truly madly deeply bothering me.   Because I can’t help but panic whenever my one-time “rejector” showers me with attention.   It drives me crazy thinking he’s still “winning.”  My lover is sooo far away and Im starting to forget him.  I look at pictures of him and I feel nothing and I know that it’s only because I’ve somehow trained my heart not to be disappointed.  I feel like I’ve felt everything towards him, and still I am not getting what I want.  I don’t want him to be just a memory and I’m afraid we’re drifting apart.  Like Lorelai Gilmore, sometimes Im such a bratty little girl and I don’t know what to do.  :-(