Got this news from a friend last night.

A is getting married! To c. As if it’s such a big surprise. Maybe I was just not expecting it so soon. (But I still don’t even know the date!) He doesn’t seem the type to want to marry at 26. the later the better. I wonder if he’s really thought about it. Is he ‘ready’?

And I wonder if im gonna 'lose' him some more.

Im meeting the gf possibly this Friday. She wants an intuitive reading with bong and rose wants me to bring them there. Haay. The funny thing is, A also wants a past life reading! Gaad! Why don’t they just go together!!! Why don’t they know??? And then they want to attempt to grow old together!!! Haay!

What makes A think they will work? Without friendship, what is marriage?

Anyway, now I want to write up a sort of goodbye-elegy. As though he died! Lol. Even when something tells me he’s not really going away. he's my ex-lover-turned-some-kind-of-friend.

and sometimes, it's fun 'romanticizing' something you take for granted because it's just there everyday, or every time there's internet or sms, anyway :-)

The Key of A

To my PSSTs, to your BUZZes,
the naughty emoticons,
your hilarious statuses
to the days of twinkle
and the real magenta

Goodbye *********** (ym id)

To my free spirit
And your self-confidence
Coffee conversations
A survey of motels

To your hairy chest
And my beautiful breasts
Sex, not the most soulful
But always comfortable

the 48 million goodbyes
And ‘inevitable’ reconcilliations
The ‘breakup’ emails
The ‘makeup’ chats

The times of EQs,
high and low,
mine and yours :-p

To mylimboyears
And your unavailable heart

Goodbye ex-lover

To the carefree videoke night of our first meeting
To kauffmann and secret brave journals
To my logic that you liked,
of your wit i was in awe

the neverending debates on society
Or that of joey and kris
To that wavelength that we share

To my naughty thoughts
Your smooth lies, your ‘evil’ ways
Air sign to air sign
we don’t shock each other

and always, always
your reliable humor
thank you for the laughter,
for the wonderful flight

Goodbye playmate, goodbye peter pan

One of my cheerleaders
In my aquarian living,
In my boylet games

tv stints,YM beta,friendster
weblogs, beaches, movies
google mail,inquirer news,
you, me, in our must-update list

one of my lifelines
when too drunk at night outs
you text my date
when i run out of load

or check my mailbox
because you are always
simply, amazingly, connected

your touching sympathy
In your own air-y way ;-)

Your sms support
To my pisces-rising

To karma, good or bad
To kind wishes for each other


Goodbye secret friend
Goodbye, MY gemini