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today he texts me "it's a beautiful day! :-) how are you?" i said "call me." he does.
me: i have a question.
him:yes?..
me: so, how many more of my friends are you planning to fuck?
him: what kind of question is that? "planning to fuck?"
me: how many more of my friends?
him: thats an unfair question
me: okay then. bye.
thru SMS...
him: what was that all about?
me:you know what i mean. simple question. thought youre smart.
him:i dont know what youre trying to achieve by that question. can i ask you who youve been fucking too? i dont think so coz i wont really care..
me: i didnt fuck with any of your friends. you fucked with mine. i just want to know if it mattered. that it was my good friend who i trusted with all my stories and feelings.
him: when u fucked around i didnt ask you to consider my feelings. did u also think of how im feeling during those times? this is not a revenge thing but i was happy that 'ur friends' were there when i was so down. so please dont let it appear that during those times im ok with what happened to us & i just fucked around!
me: youre missing the point. i dont care if u fuck around. but why my friend?
him: i have high regards for all ur friends. and i continue to have high regards for you and all things and memories i can call 'US'. im sorry if youre hurt, i didnt mean that...
me:i find it really weird. we went to see a concert with her and i didnt know. and i tell her my stories all the time. te good luck na lang sa inyo. enjoy!
him: goodluck sa 'amon'? i was hurt that u were never there when im so down & hurting while ur enjoying somebody else, now ur telling me as if im mean coz i 'fucked' a friend.
me: yes. because you fucked a very good friend. goodbye.
him: ur trying to isolate an event from its total context.. well if that suits u, then ok..i just want u to know that i appreciate ur friend that she was there. have a nice day.
me: yeah. what a wonderful friend! i feel sooo lucky.
It strikes me that i could easily get so mean to guys and not to friends. haay. oh well. tsk.

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